My 22th birthday

today was my 22th birthday, ya i've been lived for 22 years, but if you asked me what i have done during this periode of time? i will said nothing much.. since i was kids my mother always spoiled me, im the younger im the last and im too fragile that was what she said. i admit it, i grew up into a "kids" in adult body.

hari ini, pertama kalinya selama 22 tahun ini di hari yg menurut gue penting, im travelling around the city ALONE, ya by my self just me. im texting a few people actually to accompany me, but none of them say yes moreover the haven't answer me, im sad of course. on the way back home i walk through the connecting bridge in grogol, i saw few people oh no many people lying, sleeping, eating, chit chating, even breasting the baby under the fly over, i look around not only adult there, soooo many children in school age live there too, they look happy, nothing was going wrong, they live just like what they want to live, they can woke up in noon or they can sleep all day long, no one to stop it.

to be honest im lil'bit jealous of them, today in my birthday i have to take this long road to find some book for my skripsi ALONE again ALONE, who is in this world would spent their birthday in library alone, just me i think. but i look into their face, it show me something, my problem just a pieces of cake compare to them..

what a shame in this age i always be a crying baby to my mom and my friend, i can't stand in my own foot, i always need somebody to hold me up..
when is the time that i will be adult and mature i still don't know, but i wish i could be it someday..
a big big thanks for god who give me this wonderful special and meaning full birthday
a huge thanks for my mom and dad who always be my wall and my rope so i can stand
a bunch of thank to all of my friend who give me lesson to be a better person..